Blue Tarpaulin


I am blue plastic, a simple thing


Mass produced, distributed in panic, witness to horror, immune to it


I have no weight, no voice, no sight


I am received into the shaking arms


of orphaned children, skeletal widows


and with me comes a kind of hope


beyond the comprehension of those who finance my manufacture


I have no bones, no arms, no brain,


but I am the world's unlikely protector in the places it prefers to forget


I am a stretcher for a bleeding mine victim


I am shoes, twisted with twine onto a leper's stumps, rainy season


I am the bed on which babies are born


I am the shroud in which the massacre victims are covered


I have been traded for food, bought for sexual favours


I have been a church, a hospital, a school


I have travelled to the world's worst places


to squalid camps too long extant, and never-ending war zones


I have no heart, no hands


but sometimes I give more than those who do


My shelter comforts the homeless


I collect rainwater to alleviate thirst


I envelop bags of grain to keep them dry


Secured by metal-lined perforations, I protect boxes of medicine


on trucks climbing mountain passes to plague-filled outposts


I am a roof, a wall, a house


Make me a frame and I will make you


a dwelling for a dozen belly-swelled children


Or a dying room for a moribund mother with AIDS


ignored by government and family


From slits in me


the desert eyes of unveiled women peep nervously at their world


watching out for the big white water truck, the white jeep, the white tank


Hoping it will be a white tank


Since here, a sad perversion of God's colours


makes green the hue of warring military


In bombed out villages I provide so many roofs


that from overhead choppers


I look like one big ruins-and-blue patchwork quilt


What a sorry bed to lie on


I am a simple thing


I have no love


I have no politics


I am all-seeing of man's brutal follies, although I have no eyes


I ask no recompense


I make no comment


I do so much


I am blue plastic with white letters


and a well-meaning symbol


that sullies fast with desert dust and mountain muck


Until the letters have faded


into a shade somewhere between nightmare and desperation


But my blueness stays


all around the world


desert, mountain, riverbank, plain


A humble, dirty, plastic blue, ubiquitous, necessary


Sometimes


I am the most that can be done, under the circumstances